((((DerSohndesLeides))))
I'm relieved you took that walk, and hope you take many more. It is good to contemplate.
It is also good to move around to get unstuck.
I'm sorry this is such a difficult time for you.
I was thinking how lifes difficulties can also be a catalyst for new beginnings.
I hope on one of your walks you find the foresight to see the wonderful things that lie ahead for you, and believe in yourself, that you have the personal power you need to accomplish your goals and bring satisfaction into your life, and true love and caring people.
You can do these things, J., and more.
love and comfort,
nightbird