I just ate and it was normal eating i promised i wouldn't and i promised if i did i wouldn't purge but i did both, only my family is here so i could only purge a tiny bit it won't make a difference, i feel horrible after i purged that little bit i looked in the mirror and my face, to me, looked fatter then before, it's probably because of the failure i feel now for eating like that, chicken carne asada, rice, beans and poppers, it's too much! What's more is of course i don't know the calorie content of any of the things i put down my throat and i'm betting it's sky high in calories and fat. I don't know what to do now my new 'plan' is to not eat anything for three days, but i'm trying to stop this, it hasn't been long at all since i started but it's already taking hold and i'm freaking out.