Wish I or is it we knew who I was but truth is it's mostly a mystery. I haven't had therapy in over a year but things would change. My DID T wanted us to integrate. This system was afraid. But that's what most of this system wants now. We now see DID in a more academic sense. At least in the way my DID T did. He called us parts. We're really one mind, but shattered in countless pieces. We want to be whole again!