Do you always tell your T about any hateful feelings you have towards them?
I’ve done it once and she took it very well, but I had a specific reason for hating her which we discussed and the hate disappeared.
I hate her now in a much bigger but vaguer way and I can’t pinpoint why. It’s odd to feel so hateful, like I hate her so much that I don’t care what she thinks anymore and could walk away from the whole thing and not care, but at the same time I know that I will more than likely be discussing the fact that I hate her at the next session. It’s weird to have both in my head… and I’m also worried it’s too soon after the last time I told her I hate her.
Thoughts appreciated. And let me know if anyone else frequently talks to their T about their hateful feeling towards T?