I'm pretty down today. I'm trying my best. My pain was rough until I took a 3rd dramamine. I felt like I was going to throw up and my side was hurting and stuff. Now I feel better. Just depressed. I slept 12 hours last night. I'm ready just to take melatonin and call it a night really early. My mom sure seems to be living it up. Which I get she needs a break and stuff. I just wish I had a credit card so I could order some food. I'm hungry and I can't find much to eat.

Sorry for all the whining

Lol I just cride a little bit. I very rarely cry. Like maybe twice in 1.5 years? But just all the pain and frustration and uncertainty finally got to me.