So I talked to h about my thoughts. He wants me to tell my pdoc. It'll be the first time I meet him. I'm still dealing with lack of motivation and maybe depression but now I'm dealing with this. I don't see a pdoc for about 2 more weeks. I need a therapist to talk to I've been on a waiting lists for almost a year. I don't get it. I was doing really well with my thoughts. If I tell pdocs how do I tell him without giving the impression that my h is abusive or something?