+It's ok i face planned into a candle i feel better now

i literally do Not know hw to sleep or eat though.
Like. Impossible.
The drowned in adrenaline thing is just a quote for a song.
"I feel the pain in my reflection, I
I wanna get away, so I just step inside
I feel more alone when I have extra eyes
****ing staring at me, I wanna feel numb
Give me Novocain for everyone else
Sick of staying in a house, I need a home for myself
To be alone, I can tell that you don't know how I felt
I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself because

All my life I've drowned in adrenaline..."