Nooo! You have to live!

You have a good soul! I'm not let u die.

Strangeness will happen - Just gotta have some inspiration? We'll ascend to high levels - To just go higher, to the 12th or w/e dimension (Where the God heads are), not the lower levels.. There's .. people.. , that want us to give up. But we won't.

There will be days of negativity, confusion etc - Just make sure that you're healthy physically and mentally, do what you can for the day.. Next year will be fun (If we can handle it - I think I can...). This is a moment that will test us... But living much longer, to gain necessary knowledge and "juices" will be extremely beneficial for our next lives.

This video might help (It's about "Learned helplessness");