I'm sorry to what has happened to your bestfriend. Even though it's years ago, I know you still miss him It's really traumatizing, I know. It's been 6 months since my exbf's brother died on a car crash which is my father's fault and I still get nightmare up to now.

It feels good to vent out and let go of that painful thing off your chest once in a while. It's nice you did that now.

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