I am new. I have cptsd from brain infection may 2014. I almost died was in medically induced coma on a vent multi Organ failure. My issue now is having been retraumatized. Husband a veteran doomsday prepper follows world events. He was insistent on others needing to do the same. Insistent I learned to use firearm. I tried but in trying to follow him I went down the rabbit hole. I do have a stun gun I am comfortable with. I am back in therapy. I have fears that I am not safe at all and no amount of weapons etc is going to help