Thread: TBI Depression?
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Old Nov 18, 2023, 06:44 PM
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doc said I had a mild tbi. Starting yesterr day and really feeling it today the depression's setting in. Is it because of hte tbi? I do have bipolar and bpd but I don't feel depressed like this, like, ever. Normally I get hateful towards myself and really eager to hurt myself not really like tired and can't do anything. I've been sleeping 0-4 hours a night since April but last night I got over 6 yours andIL"M tire.d I keep falling and too isnteadof just trying to get up I just lay there for a bit. I feel really aggressive too and I've been staying way from others.. to so di odon't hurt anyone, but yeah, S (roommate) is worried because yesterday morning I was screaming running around even though it was warm out at 3am. I feel like there ate roo many reasons to be derpressed.

I just want to be in a safe place. I don't even know what that's like. I'ce realized even my "safe" situation was emotionally and verbally abusive.

im sorry about all the typosk I have like no control over my muscles right now and I don't have the energy to fix every mistake..
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