Literally dreading Christmas even though it's like a month and some days off. It's the dread of social expectations from family members and the pressure to like your gifts. As a person who has grown humble and not quite as materialistic over the years, learning to appreciate what's given them, I just don't like the entire idea of material and social ideas forced on those of the neurodivergent community. It can be literal hell for many of us around this time, meaning they we are not always financially stable, emotionally stressed, and so on. I will be meditating and keeping my thoughts on many of us out there who will be having rough during the holidays. Stay safe, and take care of yourselves.