"Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain
Breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline"

I just feel stuck. not gonna get better until I'm safe, and I don't think I can feel safe until my case manager says "Okay, Sam, you can take a breather here.", and maybe not even then. and who nose whoe long thats going to take and I just want to not be slammed into floors by strangers in places where I'm living