Hello Gene,
Welcome. You will find many friends here.
I urge you to make an appt with a t or psychiatrist. You need professional help. We can guess, but we can't be sure what is happening with you.
Network with a fellow professional whom you trust. He/she can recommend a good person for you to see.
I wish you the best,
January
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