It's also the holiday season now. And I wish I had a partner to snuggle with and to keep me warm in the winter months.
My ex husband used to frequently fight with me on holidays.
One year, he instigated a fight then refused to join me and my family for Thanksgiving dinner, so I had to go alone! Then I had to bring him home a plate of food, on top of it! I was SO hurt that he didn't come. It ruined Thanksgiving that year.
Then another time on Christmas day, he fought with me and almost ruined Christmas for me! Unbelievable. Same thing with New Years Eve - he instigated yet another fight.
At least I don't have to deal with THAT crap anymore. I am thankful for that.