Thanksgiving ****ing sucked! It turned into binging, which turned into purging and cutting. I tried the self care thing my therapist always says when I'm going into difficult situations (take out, dinners, etc) but I was literally purging in the shower and self harming listening to music so I need better ways to self care.
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edit: I'M GONNA GET BETTTER!!!
Next week. It's gonna start with a banana. Half a banana. In a smoothie.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
Last edited by MuddyBoots; Nov 24, 2023 at 04:34 AM.
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