I binged, purged, cut, and then I said fk it I'm going to bed so I took...um... a bit of Ativan and a bit of Melatonin and slept 3.5 hours. I have an inperson pdoc appointment monday and she is going to want to see the wounds because she likes to make sure things aren't getting infected and that I can "be trusted" to get stitches if I need them (I can't lol, but I haven't needed them since last summer and I was going to the hospital anyway because I was floridly psychotic so I did get some staples). so that's always awkward. I gained like 3 pounds since yesterday too so I hope I have a massive dump before the appointment so she doesn't get the idea that I'm "mildly" underweight :P because that's so much better than "moderately" underweight. That being said I'm only eating 2 spoonfuls of peanut butter, the rest of the yogurt, and a kale smoothie today and I will be exercising when I get the chance.