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Old Nov 24, 2023, 04:37 AM
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I’ve been an employee there for 2 months and 25 days so far. I hate it. It screws up my sleep schedule. One of the managers is an asshole and hard to deal with. I’m trying really hard to hang on 3 more months, to just at least have 6 months of experience which is better than what I had before. But I’m having a hard time with the stress and sleep deprivation from the random schedule and weird times. I’m to the point where I don’t really care if they were to fire me or something. Cause it would be a relief. I want to quit but I don’t want to at the same time. I’m just trying to stick it out a full 6 months then reassess and go from there.

I want nothing more than to say **** it today and go to sleep and not show up. I have been up since yesterday morning.
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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type