Idk why I’m putting myself through this tbh. The cons out weight the benefits by a lot. My sleep is so screwed up. I go at least two nights per week with zero sleep all night. So I’m up for two 40ish hour periods per week. Sometimes I don’t get from work till 10 which isn’t super late but it takes me like 3-4 hours to even begin to wind down from it for sleep. And then I usually have to be up early for another shift the next day so I end up just not sleeping at all. And I have to skip my meds frequently in order to not sleep so I can make it to work