Hi Rose,

I read through your entire thread and want to compliment you on what a great writer you are. Have you ever thought of publishing your writing before? If not, maybe that’s something to think about?

Sorry to read that you feel crummy and find yourself getting hopeless. It sounds like you may suffer from seasonal affective disorder. The lack of light really can do quite a number on our mental health in the fall and winter seasons.

I agree with your observation that being idle can create an environment in our minds for depression and anxiety. That was nice of you to reach out with a text and floral arrangement to a grieving family member. You are a very thoughtful person.