I found a (poorly reviewed) eating disorder center that's actually open in my state even though my therapist said all the ones in the state were closed, but the problem is it's 50 minutes away. If I manage to get my electrolytes balanced I could make the gas money, but idk if it's worth the drive considering literally all except one review is one star. My case is beyond the scope of my Community Mental Health Center and I've been told if I want treatment I have to go elsewhere (my therapist wanted me to go to Mass!!! that's 1.5 hours south!)

There's also a really really good one an hour away.

I'd have to check if either of these take my insurance first of course.