Sorry to hear you got busted, what a lot of money. It's good that you want to get sober. There are so many apps, groups, social media accounts, books, YT videos that can offer ideas and information. I use spiritual life to stay sober but that's not for everyone, of course. My husband just focuses on his hobbies and interests as the post above suggests. Once you start living without the chaos it gets easier because living without the drama and bondage of alcohol/drug/whatever dependency is addictive in itself.

I sincerely wish you all the best.