Sorry to hear that. I myself haved had a DUI before. It sucks It’ll be my last one. I use alcohol to escape problems too. I need to stop drinking so much too.
Anyways, maybe therapy might help you. Maybe try taking dome mind of class like a cooking class or an art class whrn you get your license back.
Maybe try learning origami. It was hard for me, but maybe you.’ll get it.
Try reading too. Reading is a good escape.