Hi Muddy Boots,
I don`t comment a lot in the bipolar threads but I just wanted to say that I am also here to listen, and I can relate to some of the things you are going through. You see I used to self-harm, and I've dealt with eating disorders. I haven`t self-harmed in years and I have not binged and purged or restricted in a long time. I just want you to know that it is possible to get better though I am still dealing with my bipolar disorder and all the things that involves. I just wanted to say I am here to lend an ear whenever you need it. I am so sorry you are going all through this. I hope you are able to sleep better soon.