I'm in the city for my 6 month breast scans and doctor (for those who haven't memorized my life I was diagnosed as high risk for breast cancer a year ago and every 6 months have a mammogram, MRI and usually an ultrasound.). I'm nervous even though by now I know that the worst that happens is they need to biopsy something and that's not a big deal. It's not fun but it's not that bad.
I just wish it were over. For some very stupid reason I scheduled things earlier in the day that I'm used to being awake and I'm very nervous about waking up in time for my shuttle tomorrow. This is one of the rare days I wish I drank caffeine. I'm also stressed because the room clock in the hotel won't let me turn the alarm on. I've got my phone and my mom is going to call me to be sure I'm up but ack. I'm sure nerves will get me up just fine but they may also make falling asleep hard too. I'm listening to a cold wind blowing outside and am so thankful for this warm room.
More tomorrow.....
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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