Regarding being at your highest weight: 24 hour fitness is currently running a promotion, 2 years for the price of 1. It is certainly not a posh place, but many people like it and say that the group classes which are included in the membership are the best and even better than at expensive fitness centers. You might want to look into it while the promotion lasts. You need to exercise and take care of yourself. If you exercise, your clothes will fit better even if you do not lose weight.