(((((((halliebeth))))))))
I'm so sorry for your loss... 
I lost my mom three years ago tomorrow and on mother's day, I struggle a lot. I've tried this in the past, and it's helped some, so maybe it'll help you too: make today a day celebrating the memory of your father. Believe me when I say I know it's easier said than done.
Take care of yourself, and do whatever it is you need to do to get through this day.
 
J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair."
-Bertrand Russell
With love and hope,
<~/J\~>
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