So I not only left my bed but left the house. I didn't cancel my pdoc appointment and went. I didn't tell him about the thoughts or wanting to restrict I did tell him that I've cancelled every appointment since February and I'm not getting out of bed. Apparently that's concerning enough. I said I think it's anxiety. He labeled me as Sza and said it could be trama based. Wants me in therapy ASAP doesn't have to be there. Wants me to secure more healthy food. It's like he knows how to read between the lines. I did tell him if I mention headaches that's what I registered voices as before I realized besides my eating disorder voices. He said that makes sense. Okay? Not really but okay. Next time I need to tell him that I won't tell him my thinking is off until after the fact.