I had kind of a freak out yesterday. I had/have a cold and it was making me a bit bonkers. I couldn't tell the difference between severe depression and just not feeling good physically. So I sent crazy messages to my pdoc, my therapist, and my endocronolgist. Then I took a full medicine cup full of cough syrup and realized I was just feeling ****** from the cold. I fell asleep after that and then I woke up drenched in sweat since psych meds and cough syrup don't mix well. I just took off my shirt and got back to sleep.

I have to make some serious lifestyle changes though. Starting with not guzzling 4 bottles of soda a day. I'll go from 4 to 1 a day.