Part of me is just like get your *** out of bed, take, a shower, and go out to dinner. But then the other part knows I need help. Whatever that looks like. I did call back my pdocs office and set up an appointment for Monday. I got some vegetables today and a hot water bottle. I just don't know whats wrong. My surgeon is like theres something but whatever. My pdoc wants me in PHP. My therapist agrees with everything I say and doesn't push me at all. I don't know what to do.