Life's been too hard lately. I'm just so tired of this intense overwhelming feeling that I'm always hanging on by a thread. Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier to just let go and go to the forest. It would be very cold in the winter. Feeling trapped with no options.

I'm professionally diagnosed with BPD among other disorders but it's what I've always scored the highest in online tests, by a long shot. Even though it's slow here I'd like to post daily check-ins.