My mental health is very good past few months, better than ever generally.

I arrived at the hotel - Not sure what to do now, got the iPhone 15 Pro Max synced up, with Z Fold 3, MacBook Pro M1, earbuds etc..

And I see on the news.. Christ.. The whole world is becoming the same.. We drove passed people -, Living in weird, strange Hillbilly houses.. Idk if there's internet - Cop cars speeding by, seems methy, poor - Like scene from GTA 5, in the semi-desert. It's been the biggest drought in since the 1860's. No snow.

DPDR is gooone.. But I am now, grateful for my life.. I will go wherever that the reality patterns take me.. Through the circle, losing my mind, body and soul along the way. Immense pain, struggling - But also bliss, ecstasy, and euphoria..

Love keeps the world together. But love is pain, when you fight against those that are "wrong", defend.. Become attached.. Revenge.. Ego, pride etc.. A bunch of people, having no idea what reality is - Believe they know, and won't let go - To the death and destruction of all beautiful things.

My mom doesn't have satellite radio in the car, no cellular data, driving through... I lied down, we were listening to w/e AM radio.. Reminds me of when we drove through the same place, and I swallowed psilacetin in the back seat while my moms ex was driving. The place has a strange energy.