Feeling very stressed and worried about my future. Very soon I have to leave this airbnb. It's a zillion times more expensive than I can afford. The next airbnb I already paid for put on my credit card is about half the price. It looks rundown but at least it's in a safe neighborhood. It's a bedroom and I have to live with two guys which makes me very very nervous. I just have to remember the best lesson and gift every given to me by my best friend ever who past away. My kitty cat. She showed me what strength and calmness is