To be honest, everything I read here is not stupid for me because I'm also here for reading what others have to say. I admit, sometimes, things are difficult to understand and responds don't correspond my issues. Sometimes they help, sometimes they don't, but that's not a reason for them to be stupid.

You know, I am actually satisfied and proud of who I am. I know my strengths and think positively of myself. But yeah, there are things in my life, very important things to me, concerning which, my every single effort lead to nothing pleasant. Even if I took failure as a way to learn, what I often do.
Based on objective reasoning, what I know from others and what I know about myself, the problem is not me, what I do and how. So sometimes, it feels like you really can't take much from your struggles.

I don't feel sorry for myself, but you can imagine this doesn't feel very pleasant.


Just to mention, today I had a checkup at the neurologist. We kind of decided to let it be as it is, so I'm trying to do more things, but I feel I still have some way to go.