I just want to know if I should go to the eating disorder clinic I don't want to be police or have to open up or think about everything or eat on camera, but I don't want to have to continue having panic attacks at grocery stores and being grouchy grouchy after meals and purging after a bowl of cheerios.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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