Just growl. Sorry. I wish today I still had the option of using this coping mechanism..... instead I have secrets to keep ... like in my childhood
..... "promises" broken, and an appointment to see a specialist for a "brain" tumour.... a pituatory tumour

I don't feel like I fit in here anymore.... and I am sorry that I haven't been here much lately, I just feel that I have to hide at the moment. I can't see that changing for a while either. I miss you all.....

A very unwonderful and unbeautiful,
Bear

sorry for the pity pot post, I am ok,sort of..... but very frustrated about the restrictions on free expression. More links to my childhood.

PS Thanks for all your support,
Your pal in exile