Dear Dr. S - so I wrote you... 3 weeks is a good amount of time between emails. Your reply this time felt more - felt better. I forgot to tell some things. Maybe it's ok that I didn't. You didn't directly answer my question and I think you did answer it indirectly. If I was truly living each day in the present, I would email you more often.

Dr. H - if we are to connect you are going to have to give me more time. It's just that simple.

Dr. P - part of me is goodbye and good ridden; part of me still wonders what working with you would have been like in the end. Your strictness and general energy doesn't sit well with me even though Dr. S. says you are kind and smart. I did not find you compassionate even when you tried to be.

Dr. D (pDoc) - you know I'm kind of letting you go. I'm not sure you realize it.

OT - I miss you. Your lack of a response has been very annoying and disappointing.