Dear T,

Interesting how I was in panic attack mode basically until the moment H and D left...then I was totally fine and talked to Dr. H for another 90 minutes. Perhaps it was a hormonal hot flash or from the Nurtec, but I suspect it was at least partly the tension in the room--D not wanting to be there and H probably not wanting to be there either.

I feel like I did something to advocate for D's well-being today. Will any of these tests reveal anything, where treating it/them could make a difference in how she's feeling and functioning? Who knows. (Though I can't believe she doesn't have some sort of nutrient deficiency from her diet, if nothing else.) But at least I'll feel that I've tried...

Felt a little sad being in your waiting room but not seeing you. Looking forward to filling you in Monday.

Love,
LT