Sorry rose you know I often respond on your threads. I have been very overwhelmed with ton of stuff in my day to day life and I only respond on some sub forums. I don’t check them all. I should probably check other subforums and threads.

I am sorry you are struggling, know you’ll bounce back. You always do.

In the past I made a lot of practical suggestions but none seemed to be useful to you, so I am not sure what would be helpful. Hugs? I don’t want to keep making unhelpful posts.