I know S (roommate) cares, but when he sees my eating disorder controlling me he threatens me, polices me, humiliates me, restrains me, etc.
Just now I had completed a binge and was purging, annd he caught me and he literally irpped me away from the toilet and tackled me and said it was for my own good. I feel like there were better ways of handling that, liek, leave me be and talk about it in hte morning?
sorry for the typos shaking like a tweaker rn
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
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"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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