Crazy Hitch congratulations 🎉

Next week we find out how many more months my husband will be gone. I'm thinking 2. Honestly I can't do this. Victoria has been sick with a stomach thing. Monday exterminators come in. Tuesday management and inspection comes in. Tuesday my meds get changed because of my heart. I can't win. We have no money for dirty clothes. I ordered my damn sandwich anyway because at this point **** it. I can't do this everyone says I can. No one sees me drowning. Worse is it already being set up as Victoria's fault. It's not her fault. I'm just not able to care for myself and surroundings. She should not have to be my caretaker. I hate this. My family is selfish for not helping my nephew and I wish there was something else we could do.