BB, sorry what you're going through. You know the saying. When it rains, it pours. It happens to me a lot but then things always seems to magically get better again. I couldn't possibly know better than you about your life but I have to agree with Sometimes psychotic about your bf. Unless he's just bad to you then I would think it's better to stay with him. Loneliness for most people is horrible. Hope things get better soon. Stay strong!