It's hard to say because a lot of it is tied into the eating disorder. Drinking makes my ED flip out.
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Ha, I'm stronger. I have greater will power. I'm more in control. I'm not as greedy as them. Less hedonistic. More restrained." But at the same time "I am worthless/stupid/disgusting/vile/corrupted/undeserving/etc
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that's the ED.
For me if I'm selfharming it's a mixed episode. I don't have the energy when depressed to do that.
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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