Honestly, i dont think this woman is your friend. I dont think you really like each other.

My mother was mean to me all the effing time. It made me unable to form friendships or any kind of good relationships. I have to start from zero, getting rid of people in my life who don't suit me. It is helping me to "meet" people here online who do share things i enjoy. I get used to "talking" to them online, and that eventually translates to real life.