H just told me he's been feeling more and more melancholy every day and finds himself tearing up randomly and thinking that I've been right all along to keep asking him to set up a will (which he refuses to do) But let me suggest he is depressed and that he talk with the doctor about it when he goes in on Thursday for his regular check-up, he gets angry.

I need to end this marriage. But how on earth do I do that when he's obviously depressed and might have covid and who knows what other disease that he thinks he has. I am so selfish wanting to be free of him and happy when I promised til death do us part.