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Old Dec 05, 2023, 11:46 AM
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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight View Post
Aw, I'm sorry, Artie! Though I wouldn't necessarily think this is a sign from the universe. (I know, I tend to do stuff like that, too!) But, like you said, it will give you time to either get a second opinion or put more thought into it and be more sure about your decision.
I'm most inclined to believe that it's yet another lesson to chill out and just live my life and deal with the inevitable **** that's gonna happen as it comes instead of the way i've always done, which is the whole borrowing tomorrow's trouble or whatever. i do that constantly, i know. there's a bible verse in the gospels (matthew?) about how tomorrow will worry about itself. i should go look that up.

that's most of my problems wrapped up in a nutshell. if i could just manage to actually turn over my life to the care of my higher power like we talk about in CoDA my life could be so different.

But yeah. I do have time now to try to get a 2nd opinion. My primary doc was going to refer me to another gyno who he knew would recommend surgery but I'm not so sure I really want surgery either. I am going to start taking the sertraline today and hope it starts clearing my head up enough that i can think more clearly about this.
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