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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
Aw, I'm sorry, Artie! Though I wouldn't necessarily think this is a sign from the universe. (I know, I tend to do stuff like that, too!) But, like you said, it will give you time to either get a second opinion or put more thought into it and be more sure about your decision.
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I'm most inclined to believe that it's yet another lesson to chill out and just live my life and deal with the inevitable **** that's gonna happen as it comes instead of the way i've always done, which is the whole borrowing tomorrow's trouble or whatever. i do that constantly, i know. there's a bible verse in the gospels (matthew?) about how tomorrow will worry about itself. i should go look that up.
that's most of my problems wrapped up in a nutshell. if i could just manage to actually turn over my life to the care of my higher power like we talk about in CoDA my life could be so different.
But yeah. I do have time now to try to get a 2nd opinion. My primary doc was going to refer me to another gyno who he knew would recommend surgery but I'm not so sure I really want surgery either. I am going to start taking the sertraline today and hope it starts clearing my head up enough that i can think more clearly about this.