I "woke up" without my phone in a different town on a dirt road wondering where tf I was and this hunter came up to me and I was shitting bricks but he told me how to get back to the river I live by so it was ok.

and then I went to the liquor store and yes I have been drinking and you can blame my pdoc for that for calliing me in two hours
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oh my case manager called me too after rapid response called them. I don't remember this (I really don't remember talking to them at all honestly but I did reread a post and I kinda reember them saying something about an evaluation) but apparently i told them I took like two weeks worth of ativan in two days and my case manager was all on my case about that I know that's not a joking matter but what the fuk everthing its a joking matter because who the F**K cares. I don't right now and nothing's been better but I know they'll just saying I'm punishing myself more because ill feel like shyt in a bit.