MuddBoots, I'm sorry that happened to you.
That must have been very scary. I'm happy you found your way home.
Alcohol sucks. It just makes you feel like shyt. I used to be a heavy drinker. I abused alcohol in my late twenties. It got so bad I would take shots of vodka right away when I woke up in the morning. I would go to work drunk. I got an OWI. It was very bad, and I always felt like shyt. My life was a mess. Quitting drinking was one of the best choices I've ever made.
Anyway, my point is, you don't want to go to the liquor store. Nah. You don't need that stuff. It sucks.