CW just came and took all my meds away except for the morning dose and watched me take tonights meds. I did not like the feeling. Just another thing I'm not in control of I guess...
and she didn't even leave me any of my sleepy meds (ativan/belsomra) because of the drinking so it's not like I get a chance to sleep tonight, especially considering I mixed my alcohol with caffeine (****).

Ever say "I'll have just one drink" and then look at the bottle and it's almost empty? Yeah....I don't have a problem at all....