I won the appeal with the department of managed health care for G... I'm in total shock. G and I are still emailing. I've opened up a little with him. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about that. I don't like sharing private things about my relationship with L with him, AND I do like not being so alone. I don't think I'm getting any comfort out of it. Just somewhere to put my thoughts and hopefully won't be judged. I've made it 1/4 the way there. I miss her so much.